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My story begins a few summers ago. Something was in the air that day. Birds were chirping and everything was alive. I had been depressed for about a year before that day.

I was walking along the beach at the campground when my life would change forever. From a distance I saw a handsome young man admiring me from afar. Are eyes met and it was like nothing I had ever felt before. We began to walk closer together like something out of a movie. I felt on top of the world, my eyes were sparkling and my stomach fluttering, as we walked closer and closer to each other.

When we were together he got on his knee and said the most romantic things he stood up and spoke my fluent language, French. At that point I knew he had my heart. We began to talk and it lasted till 2:00am that next morning. Turns out he lives about 10 minutes from where I was currently living.

After I returned home we started seeing more of each other. He was beginning to get serious. I fought the depression and soon I was glowing with life and he was the world to me. My anything and everything. We had been going out for about 6 months when he met my
mother.

My mother disapproved of him because of his flaw and soon banned me from seeing him. For a while we went out against her will and had 4 more months of endless happiness. I had met someone who I loved and would spend the rest of my life with him.

On our 1-year anniversary we went out to a fancy French Restaurant as were leaving a man came out of the shadows with a gun. He took my purse and Jason's wallet. Someone saw this crime-taking place and screamed at the man to stop. Jason threw himself in front of me and the gun went off. The robber ran off into the night and left Jason to die.

I held him for the longest time as he bled to his death. Right before he died he told me that we would be together again. He said he loved me and that I would always be in his heart. As he drew his last breath my heart was torn in half. He lay there dead in my arm staring at me with his crystal blue eyes.

Jason Died on April 20, 1996. But he will always be in my heart. Whenever the wind blows I can still here him whispering sweet nothings in my ear

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Meet some people. Most of the kids were younger than me and I didn't find any that I would like to hang out with.

About 15 minute into the meeting, a girl came in and sat at a table about 20 feet from me. I glanced at her and then looked back again. She was really beautiful and I thought to myself, if I could only find a girl that was that pretty and liked me....

For the rest of the meeting, most of my attention was on her. It was the end of the meeting and I decided I had to talk to her and I did. I introduced myself and said, "You must be Larissa." She had a nametag on from the group that she was with.

Smiling she said, "Yes, I wonder how you figured that out." Right away I noticed her smile and wanted to talk to her even more.

The whole group from the meeting went to a comedy show for something to do. We sat down and she ended up next to me, which made me very happy! We began talking about little things and then the comedian began to do a parody of a song I liked.

She said that he shouldn't be making fun of that song because it was really good. I told her I agreed and that's where we really started to talk casually about other things. It was evening and I had been waiting to see the view of the outside at night on the ocean, so I suggested we all go out and walk around on the deck. We all went out and ended up on the back of the boat.

One by one people began to leave and finally everyone left except her and I. I was so happy that we would finally get to talk alone. I asked if she would like to go to the lower deck to talk and get out of the wind and she said ok. We immediately clicked, it was the greatest time I've ever had.

Later, she told me if I wasn't younger than her (oh yeah she was 17, 2 yrs. older than me at the time but, my birthday was in a couple days) and if she didn't have a boyfriend she would go out with me if we lived near each other. I thought that was great and I wasn't too discouraged by her having a boyfriend because she told me about how they were having problems.

That night went very well and we finally decided to go in at about 4:20 am and also decided to meet up again the next day.

The next day I woke up and went to breakfast. I went back to my room and sat there for a while and the phone rang. It was her, and she asked me to come to her room and get her. So I did and we went out around the boat. I don't really know what we did that whole day to pass the time but it was great. We mostly sat on the deck and enjoyed the view.

That night, we decided to go out to the front of the boat on the very top deck. There were a few other people there. The view was beautiful. The moon was on the other side of the boat that night but there were storms in the distance that made it amazing added to the already beautiful girl that was spending time with me.

I would look over to her and she would look me in the eyes and she would turn her head and take a deep breath. "Don't do that," She would say, "It gives me butterflies." I could sit and look at her eyes forever, I didn't tell her, but her eyes gave me the same feeling.

We talked again for a while and I had the greatest urge just to put my arm around her. It was eating at me so I told her what I felt. She told me if I wanted, I could put my arm around her. I told her I thought it would be wrong even though I would only be holding her. I told her I respected her relationship and that I wouldn't want it to lead to other things that would ruin a relationship. The rest of that night all I could think about was holding her.

The next day was pretty much the same except that night I gave in and put my arm around her, but that is as far as it went. I really felt like I was in heaven during that night. I wished it would never end. We again enjoyed the view together and I was very open to her about my feelings and thoughts. I had never been that comfortable with anyone else in my life and it seemed so right. We again stayed out until early morning.

The last day was different. I was naive and didn't realize that time was moving fast and tonight would be our last together. I couldn't believe it was going to be over so I kind of pushed that thought aside and had another day with her. We were getting so close I felt as if I knew her so well and I did. We told each other so many personal things. We completely opened up to each other over this trip. It was getting late and we got some people to take some pictures for us. We talked about keeping in touch and agreed we would write and mail and maybe an occasional call. This evening no one was out. We took some lawn chairs to the back deck and enjoyed the view of the bright moon reflecting on the calm ocean. The view itself was breathtaking.

The butterflies I felt every time I looked at her this evening were very intense. We ended up not using the other chair; she sat in front of me on mine and laid back on me. I knew eventually on this night I was going to have to give in and kiss her, but I felt it was both wrong and right at the same time. I asked her what she was thinking about and she told me to look at her and I did.

She said "ok, I'm waiting for you to kiss me now." Holding back I told her it wouldn't be right. She told me that she really wanted me to. I wanted to so much and couldn't hold back any longer. I looked at her and said this is quite an awkward position to kiss.

Then I kissed her. It was a great kiss, I think, under the moon and looking over the ocean. I took a deep breath and realized that this was a really great choice to kiss her. This was the perfect most romantic first kiss I have ever imagined and it involved me.

We tried to stay out as long as we could considering it was the last night. She began to get cold and tired so we decided to go in. I walked her to her room and stood there and hugged her for a while. For some stupid reason we thought we would see each other the next morning so we didn't really hug long.

I told her I didn't want to go and she said "I know, but I will see you tomorrow." I told her goodnight and turned away, immediately when I turned from her my eyes began to fill with tears. I was upset but I thought I would see her the next day.

It turned out I wouldn't see her the next day after all. I was very upset and all I could think about was her! I was very quiet that whole day and listened to a song over and over again that we both liked during the cruise. I didn't realize she was really gone until that night. I lay in bed in the hotel room and cried for a long time thinking about her and how I would probably never see her again. This was absolutely depressing to me and was having a really hard time.

Three days later I was home and I got a call from her at the airport before she left for home. Then I realized that she liked me as much as I liked her considering she called me even before she got home. She said she was having more problems with her boyfriend and eventually ended up breaking up with him.

We ended up talking every day on the phone quite a bit. It's been 2-3 months and there's only been one day that we haven't talked. She will visit me soon and I will come to her graduation and she plans to go to my state college.

I have known for a while now that I love her. I didn't know what love was until I met her. All the times I said I love you to others meant nothing compared to the feeling behind the words when I say them to her. I will never stop loving her, and I hope she never stops loving me. We both agree we will eventually get married. I know I'm young, but my love for her won't allow me to do anything else. I believe she has the same feelings for me and I now know that life is so much more beautiful when you have found real love. My feelings are deeper than love. She is more than my love she is my life.

 

 
 
   
 

had just gotten home from a long day at work. I kicked off my shoes, put on some comfy clothes and settled down on the couch to watch some television when my phone rang. It was an old friend that I used to date whom I hadn't talked to in a while.

We chatted for a few minutes when he asked me to talk to his friend for a minute while he went to go fix a drink. His friend's name was Philip.

At first it seemed strange, we didn't know a thing about each other and our friend had stuck us talking together. Time just kept on passing and I didn't want to get off the phone. We just clicked. We began talking, and it just kept rolling out. We talked for eight hours that night.

It was so erotic to me, I had never met this guy before, didn't have the slightest idea of who he was, but I felt like I had known him for years. We talked about everything, the color of the sky, to what was going on the news, to our views on the world.

For the next two weeks we did almost nothing but talk to each other on the phone, feeling like long lost friends. Finally, he asked me to dinner. So, I said yes. We planned to go that Friday. I couldn't wait, and then suddenly I got scared. I was afraid that this guy was yanking my chain. I figured, "Hey, this guy doesn't know me, he's just playing with my mind, he wont show."

He had been at work all day, and had asked to get off early just so he could take me out. (At this time I didn't know that.) He called to ask if I was ready, that he would be on his way soon, but I had already gotten my cold feet and was out to eat with a friend.

He paged me, and I made up some ridiculous lie about how the battery in my pager went dead and I didn't know what time it was. He knew that I was lying, and he knew that I had stood him up. But what got me was when after I had been so rude and lied, he said " Well, I understand, what about tomorrow night?"

Right then I knew, this guy had never met me, we'd talked for two weeks, and feel like we'd known each other for a lifetime, and he really wants to meet me, so I said yes again. And this time I went. When ours eyes met for that first time, I think we both knew this was the start of something special.

That night was kind of strange because neither one of us had that nervousness of a first date, we already "knew" each other. Now we have been together for six months and are still going strong. I never thought that a phone conversation could lead to something so beautiful. He is my soul mate, and fate brought us together